I have reflected, why some people have unique possibilities - memory, ability to languages, even prediction or presentiment, but many of us have nothing from that? May be in childhood we studied wrong things at school? May be we did not develop lights by ourselves.
Reading about such people with unusual lights, it is found out very often that these lights – are a boon from above, from God.
May be, for example, I don’t have such a boon because I live incorrectly? Still I am afflicted with that I have neither super lights nor even abilities in something.
For example here a person is able to do Japanese swords by himself, cars, he takes a great interest in wolves, but for me any animal - is interesting only by the TV. In the nature I would not wish to meet anybody from them. I fear.
It is necessary to change my life, but how?
It was raining yesterday… It means that the spring has already come. I love when it’s raining. I adore looking at wet streets through trickling down drops at a window of my house. I like to look at passers-by under wet umbrellas hastening somewhere on their very important businesses. I like to watch the rain and to not hasten anywhere.
And even more I love the sun which comes out from behind the clouds when the rain stops. The smile at once appears on my face - the life is beautiful!
